12/09/2014

I think I annoy people

I have noticed in recent years that my spontaneous and open "me" is extremely annoying to some people. Most often it's because they cannot understand how I can have the courage to say just what comes to my mind, how can I be always that happy, or how can I not care at all what other people around me think of what I'm doing.

I think it's particularly funny, as the thing which they don't know that most of the time I'm balancing between depression and normality, that I'm extremely critical and scared of doing something wrong, to the point that I get emotional breakdowns because of things that would be trivial to other people.

The people I annoy don't know that my behaviour is just a strategy of coping with my biggest problems, and it's the only strategy that works. That's why I won't change it:)